I had a crazy dream last night. Something that made me think…wow…when i woke up. I hope i dont ever forget it haha.

I think its all because i watched Resident Evil before i slept. I onli watched it halfway…so i left my com on for it to load, so that i can watch it when i wake up. Anyway i dreamt that i was in a place…a sort of a village. And somehow i am infected with a…virus? Idk…im just infected. So i lived my life with nothing to hope for. Some people might think that losing everything is the end of the world. But in a way…having nothing also means having nothing to hope for. Okay…im trying to recall how i felt in my dreams haha. Having nothing to hope for felt sort of free. Its like you start to appreciate everything else. Everything and anything is a bonus. And somehow you will never feel disappointed or let down cus theres nothing to hope for in the first place. Of course there were other stuffs in my dream. It’s a secret.

Damn it. I have nothing to do today.

.laggin.