Drama camp dry run was quite fun. Kip on seeing the pds course people there at the concourse area. Damn tempted to touch the rifle. But bo bian.

Its sometimes quite sian how a person can be so near you and yet it feels so far away. For example…i can dye my hair for one…even two months and my brother will never ever know. Thats how little i see him. I mean my juniors will probably know about it first. And he wont even know. Whenever i see him…its either 1,2 am in the mrn. Or in the mrn when he is still sleeping. –.-

I really need to start using the pair of speakers in my room. But ver mah fan lor. U wan to listen to songs still must burn into CDs first. Old technology…but its nice =)

Saw Behind Enemy Lines at nite. Of course on internet. And jkii was like complaining that i watch too much movie, then never bowl with him hahaahaa. okay la. sry la brudder. The buffering time for videos and movies is really irritating until can boomz one. Tiu la. watch one movie can stop dunno how many million times. Pekcek. Anw the movie quite nice worx. I think they kop a little bit from rambo one. But nice haha. I wonder if things in the movie really happen in real life. It would be like so exciting la. Yar u die, but still quite exciting rite haha. Too bad Singapore nothing to fight against. No la im not asking for war. Sry i watch too many movies liao haha. gg

Which diot start holiday homework liao own up.

LoL bukit timah road got flood. Damn siao. Wednesday was quite bad ler la. The canal almost overflow. Then today the roads really flooded. But i din see it lei. I think it subsided by the time i went back at 5. Got VIDEO on facebook. LoL i din know until jkii sent mi the link la.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN

I just got back home from russ’s house. They staying overnight for ryan’s birthday. haha. I watched Little Manhattan before i came back. Its like the best film ever. Omg i dun wanna forget how it feels like. Its like smile x1000. Its so sweet.

Yeah its sweet. Its god damn sweet. =)

Its a story. A boy girl story. But in a way that is so pure and sweet and cute and just without all the other worries of life. It just shows love in its purest form…in these children.

Its like the first time he sees her and he goes boomz. Then he discovers that he is in deep shingz. Then there comes all the sweet part. Then the worries and unnecessary thoughts. The uncertainties. Well they both said they hate each other. But it was like so sudden and out of nowhere. But come to think of it….adults are not really that different. Maybe its not that sudden. But it does escalates to that point. But after that it was like…i dont hate you…i can never do that. blablabla. Okay im trying to recall the movie.

The movie had some really nice sayings and its like damn true…

Gabe: Well, how come all love has to end?
Adam: Let me tell you something about me and your mom. Once upon a time, we really loved each other, but as time went by, there just got to be all these things, little things, stupid things, that were left unsaid. And all these things that were left unsaid piled up, like the clutter in our storage room. And after awhile, there was so much that was left unsaid, that we barely said anything at all.
Gabe: Well, why didn't you just say them then, dad?
Adam: I don't know, Gabe. I kind of wish I had.

Maybe people have to talk more. Sometimes words fly through your mind. But there was never really enough courage to say them out. Maybe we should let go of the fears and say what we want to say. Idk.

I think we all love the scene when they held hands…when she shrugged his hand off just to wipe off the sweat and he thought she was rejecting him. Then she went back to hold his hand. Sweet.

The movie showed what really goes on in the mind of a person in love for the very first time. I mean u see all those other romance shows. But the little gestures were never that meaningful at all. In this it was like…small things like a call or a ‘Hi’ made an impact to them. They showed the small worries and troubles that a person with no experience at all will have. So cute la. And somehow….some parts of the movie will remind some of us of our little stupid moments that we had in the past. So meaningful.

Must watch hor. haha.

Here…let me make this easier haha.

Its nice nice nice nice nice. Enjoy!

Oh and i clumsily fell down at russ’s place. hahha. I haven fell down that stupidly in a very long time. Got some abrasion on my arm. But what the hell haha.

Tmr is another long long long day. I gotta go sleep or smt. Or else i will be really late for trn haha. [i feel gl going with that colour on my head]

Little Manhattan!

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I’ve just watched finish another movie.

Its DEAD AIR. Another Zombie show. Yes. Its the zombies again. 2 Nights of zombies in a row. I must be going crazy.

Anw its about this biological terrorist attacks which…of course…turn peeps into zombies. The usual zombieing process. Bite. Infect. Welcome. Then theres this radio station which happens to be near the stadium which was attacked. And they had all these call ins by people on the streets living through the nightmare and catching the show live. Quite sad…scary at some point cus…just imagine u are on the phone with some person and the person gets GGed while talking through the phone with you. Its that devastating silence that you hear. That or the irritating phone call tone when someone hangs up. And i just remembered 2012 had a scene like this. That man calls home just to hear them being killed.

Back to dead air. Cus there were 2 main dj host in the studio. Then one of them went out to find the family of the other guy…cus he can ride bikes and the roads are blocked. But the guy went out and got surrounded by these hoards of walking deads. He got to the house… yeah he got to the house. As a zombie. So in simple terms…the other guy just sent a zombie to his own family. Gd luck.

Then theres this terrorist who went to the studio to hijack it. Wanted the dj guy to tell the people to walk out into the streets…cus theres a nuclear bomb in the city. Anyway it got abit wierd la. I dun think the terrorist planned it well. Okay im not exactly a terrorist. But he is already half infected. And the infection is already spreading outside like some wild fire ler. Yeah the nuclear story might have worked. But people are not that stupid or have that much balls to walk out into the streets. Summore the roads are all blocked. Okay im thinking too much.

But the movie was quite nice lar. Although the plot of zombies and infected have been used over and over again. At some point. The movie felt like left 4 dead. Cus it was like in the office and they used alot of furniture and stuffs to block the door. Looked and felt like l4d lar haha. Cus they also use those random tables and chairs to block the door. Oh yar and the stairs. haha.

I really did nothing today. I swear i spent most of my time sleeping. the whole afternoon.

Woots tmr have trn. And if it doesnt rain…i will go swimming with kiat.

The show also have a song just for it. haha the lyrics quite funny and appropriate for the show. I mean its just so applicable haha. Its called ‘I don’t want to die’

Can you hear
Can you read
Are you recieving the signal
Do you copy me
It's so dark
I can't see
I'm alone but I know that
Someone's following me
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I want to run
I want to scream
I want to be wrong
And just imagining things
But it's real
They're on the streets
They killed everyone
And now they're coming for me
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I can't fight
I'll never win
There's too many of them
And they're closing in
It's too late
There's no time
They're going to tear me apart
They're going to eat me alive
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to die

LOL

Junkai sent mi the link to the next vid. Its wtf funny haha.

Training eh. Haha.

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I had a crazy dream last night. Something that made me think…wow…when i woke up. I hope i dont ever forget it haha.

I think its all because i watched Resident Evil before i slept. I onli watched it halfway…so i left my com on for it to load, so that i can watch it when i wake up. Anyway i dreamt that i was in a place…a sort of a village. And somehow i am infected with a…virus? Idk…im just infected. So i lived my life with nothing to hope for. Some people might think that losing everything is the end of the world. But in a way…having nothing also means having nothing to hope for. Okay…im trying to recall how i felt in my dreams haha. Having nothing to hope for felt sort of free. Its like you start to appreciate everything else. Everything and anything is a bonus. And somehow you will never feel disappointed or let down cus theres nothing to hope for in the first place. Of course there were other stuffs in my dream. It’s a secret.

Damn it. I have nothing to do today.

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Woots. These 2 days have been crazy.

Went for ares thingy with russ and ryan haha. Damn fun. At least its smt that people will bother to dress up for. The activities were packed and fun la. Kinda liked it.

I think the weather nowadays damn cool. As in literally. COOL. I wear long sleeves also not exactly hot.

Oh ya then the real fun starts after the ares thingy. So the 3 of us went walking around marina^2. Decided to watch 2012 then go ryan’s house sleepover. Haha i dunno why but i like spontaneous stuffs like these. But we went to play arcade before the movie cus got quite alot of time. Haha stupid Initial D 5 in Jap. make us select the wrong mode. And we ended up paying $1 to play with that stupid AI com. Then we went to play Daytona. Strange cus Initial D and Daytona same price. haha. Daytona dont really have much graphics value. Its just for the fun of it..and cus its like an old game…i dunno how to explain. Oh and we played Rambo also. Damn it. I always die first. But the gun also gg one la. Must manual zero den can.

Then we went to watch midnite 2012. LoL the movie is abit the guai lan la. How can anyone be so lucky pls. They survived california…yellowstone…the place before they took off in the Antonov…and the crash landing. i fell asleep in the middle abit. Not that the movie suck la. Just tired haha. It was like 1.30am liao. And the movie just halfway onli. Oh and the seats we got orginally was totally wonderful. mine was like A05, Neckbreaker seat. It was to the left of the whole cinema summore. So i had to look up and right. And the screen just somehow dont look right at all. But no choice. No more other seats for us to buy ler. I was quite surprised at the number of people at that movie. It was like so damn late ler la. But lucky we went to seat somewhere else in between the movie. But the movie dont exactly suck la. Its just one of those science fiction movie with lucky ass characters surviving it all.

Then we went to ryan’s house to stayover. haha we went onto facebook for quite sometime. They just like to kill me =). Then they watch Saw II. But i cmi like after 10 mins. So i just GGed. Everytime liddat one. Im like always the first to be knocked out. chalets…everything. Wad can i say…I love to sleep? Then i woke up in the mrn. Dunno wad time cus i couldnt find the clock haha. Then i went back to sleep again. Oh and we started watching Saw III in the afternoon. Didnt manage to watch finish it cus no time.

I onli realise that i have to go watch the ‘–ing’ show with huang cheng people when i received the sms. I totally forgot about it =P. Everytime liddat one. I very blur =P. That show was…what word should i use…orginal?…nope…wierd?…nope…erm…ah…refreshing and interesting. The start was totally like …what O.o… kind of feeling. Dunno what they talking about. It was different from other shows. And up till now i have no idea if that show had a story at all. im serious. I mean yar. u can understand the small parts in between. But i just cant find the link between the small parts. So i dont really know what they talking about exactly. Maybe there wasnt suppose to be a link. haha. Arggg…But in between it was quite funny la. I forgot about the ending liao. But the actor who instant teared was imba.

Then after that went to hunt for stuffs which i cant say =)

Went home and coloured my hair. Haha im surprised that my dad was so cool about it. He was like ok and he helped mi with it. Aiya its for fun onli. Dun gl mi.

I just realised these 4 days all have birthdays going on..15,16,17,18.

Lol i drew this during one of the 技术课…the audio one. haha sry la. abit boring. 30mins on one picture.

haha shit i damn bad. XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNAN!

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Free Man

Wah the feeling of PW being over is like woots la. I think our group went quite well. Not much error and i think everyone enjoyed the presentation haha.

Well thats over and holidays are here.

I must say cheong is like the most generous person i have ever met. Its either that or he really dun like his stuffs. I cant imagine myself giving away thousands and thousands of dollars worth of bags, camera or laptop to anyone. Not that i have them in the first place. I’ve checked the net. The bag cheong gave mi isnt cheap at all lar. wth. Wah i dunno how to thank him.

Maybe our class can go treat him to dinner or smt. haha. At least those lucky ones who got the free stuffs. Who says theres no free stuffs on earth haha.

Tmr is another long long day.

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Im a free man tmr.

Fuck 852. I wasted 30 mins waiting for that stupid bus. Make me so pek cek. The bus ride seemed like forever. I was so worried my mp3 was gonna run out of batt. I will just die. The volume was like 11…12…13…14…okay not worth it…13…

nvm. my brain died cus of pw. I just keep sttttuuuutterrring. annoying. Heck get this over and done with.

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Its PW again today. haa. damn boring in a way. but sorted out the ppt for the freaking last time. haha i like the part in the presentation when i admit that im sleep deprived with matt. lol. damn epic la. I hope i can get into the mood on Friday itself. jkii abit the sway. Kena postpone to Friday…afternoon. haiz. lucky i friday mrn. just before the break. I heard the atmosphere inside there very scary. I hope it wont become extremely boring and mundane by the time it reaches my group.

Tmr going to rehearse again. Ah. i hate pw.

Went to find jkii and wj and to crash camp today. I went abit late la. missed everything. i din know it was a 3 day camp. I tot still got the whole day to hang around there. I was at the busstop when i remembered about the camp. Somehow it was a whole group of high sch peeps coming down the bus which reminded me of the camp. Then i went all the way back. too bad they finished liao. But i did manage to catch the performance in one of the rooms. Fascinating i would say haha. I dont even know my fac dance that well. And they can dance that whole damned korean shit out. Applause…Dunno is we no life or they no life haha.

I think is we no life la. or i no life la. I never even listen to the whole sori sori song before haha. ah wadever. LoL but it was really fun and funny looking at them haha.

Haiz. sometimes some girls can be so complicated. i just dont understand. Play mind games eh. Play until very shuang rite. Dun get mi wrong haha. im just a bystander here. not involved haha. I guess this is life. Sometimes you cant trust people that much. Or cannot believe in wadever shit they say. Cus a manipulative bitch can just alter the truth and its still the truth…just not 100% truthful la. Next time go out into the real world must rly becareful of these peeps. U never know. Of course now i just take the backseat and enjoy the show la haa. Just dao la. Dun wanna pekcek my life with these people. Relax and enjoy the show.

Nvm if u dun understand what or who im talking about. Its not meant to be understood. Just a hypothetical situation =)

2 more days to being a free man. But i dun wanna be too free. But this weekend will be fun haha. Hope i have enough money.

gd luck for all remaining ops. Including mine hahaa. Cus abit the gg. I hate that kind of atmosphere la. Tense. Uncertain. But i guess it will be over quite quickly.

Shall go sleep now.

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PW was quite fun today. Haha. Came up with some new ideas for the presentation blablabla.

I found 2 programs that can help with presentation…damn nice. One is CueCard and the other one abit fei la…its some gadwin printscreen; basically printscreens and save it directly into the com. Instead of windows’ lame printscreen…still have to use paint. Anw…the cuecard thingy quite useful cus u can put screenshots of the slide on one side and put ur script on the other side. It arranges nicely for you so u just have to cut out accordingly. K i was abit bored la. so go find this kinda stuffs haha.

The 806 bus i was about to take this mrn got into an accident just before it got to my stop. Damn epic la. Suddenly got hoards of people walking towards my stop. I was like…ah good luck to getting on the bus. Felt like l4d haha. One whole hoard of people. okay…nvm…anw…i dunno what accident la but the bus just stop and the driver came out. Still quite far so i cant see anything. But i saw some guys running towards the bus to help out. I aso overheard some aunties talking about it.

I think 马来 aunties generally quite approachable. Cus there were like 3 or 4 aunties in the bus stop and i shall assume that they dunno each other. But they just got to talking about the accident. Cant understand much about they were talking.

Haha my pw grp today fun bun lol. We went to IKEA to take photos for our proj. I think it was more for the fun of it rather than the real usage of the pic. Cus its not a really crucial part. haha but it was fun lol. Actually singapore people always pronouce IKEA as ‘eekia’, but sometimes u hear in the movies they always pronounce it as ‘aikia’. i suppose both works haha.

I dunno if im really looking forward to the end of pw. I know yeah free man. I get that. I aso want that. But i still wanna go back to school and just talk to people u know. Its really boring when you are alone at home…probably watching movie or just slacking. Time passes by even faster when u slack. i know theres cca and stuffs. but STILL i prefer sch haha. sry ris.

I saw them having camp today. Ah shucks i must really find time tmr to go crash or smt. Get a feeling of that dreadful camp mood…which part of me do miss. Playing with walkies…yar u know. Hearing people screaming upstairs…downstairs….everywhere. Omg i cant believe i ord 1 and 1/2 years liao. Seems not that long ago that i last hanged up my no4.

okay…i need to get back to my pw stuffs ler. Friday. DDay. Ah i hate it.

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