Wednesday, October 28, 2009
My sleep cycle is really screwed nowadays. Must be becus of promos. I always sleep at 7...8pm. then will wake up in the middle of the night like 3 to 5 am liddat. And i cant sleep after 5am i think. Funny...my pw is on sleep deprivation and im screwing it up myself. Oh ya...and its 6am liao. gotta get ready in 20 mins.
Promos result quite okay la. i no U. But not good either. Just hovering somewhere in between. The only result im happy about is econs. The essay was quite surprising. haha. First time i passed econs hehe. And pass until sho swee. But i did screw up the case study though. The rest of the subjects im just satisfied haa.
fosH. was quite boring lol. As usual la. only some people stayed back to see the matches. I saw the soccer one...with jonj and elf as ref. haha farnni. I still think the H at the end of fos is quite dumb. How the hell do u celebrate health....when its all sports and stuffs. yaya...u do sports and u become healthy. Damn extra la.
Monday was freaking slack lar. No lessons all the way until 12.30. and thats to get back econs paper. after that only have pw lesson...which is to hand up wr. waste time lol. pt session we watched movie...fast and furious. Its a lame show la. Totally boring. The guys inside there can only talk in manly deep voice and the girls are just as slutty as the cars. Stereotypes. Then they try to make some touching scene when this person die that person die. But wth...i just felt like sleeping. The previous 3 fast and furious much nicer la.
haiz. time to go change...today dunno need to waste time on what. I heard we getting released at 10am. Dunno why. I dont know what to do lol.
stone. listen music. think about people. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone. stone
.laggin.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Stay over at Adun's house was fun as usual. Spent dunno how many nights there liao. Cant say enough thanks to him haha. ECP cycling was okay. But i still preferred night cycling...cooler and can take off shirt :) We wanted to try out the skates. But quite ex and mahfan...Come to think of it, i haven skated in like a thousand years. i hope i haven forgot how to. I rly dunno. Maybe i will faceplant the next time i try? idk. Back to cycling...ehem. Cycling with all the abangs felt like being with your family la. Its like these people were all i had for the past few years. If i hadnt have them back then...i might have ended up really different now. And im glad i knew you guys.
Wah i rly wanted to cycle to changi village leh. Too bad no time and had to stop at changi beach. But if u guys ever go night cycling...be sure to stop by changi at midnite to see trannies at the carpark lots and the ghosts in OCH. nice.
I can just imagine ourselves 30,40 years down the road. When we all become 老ahpeh...hanging around again. The feeling will be imba. And if we really do still keep in touch 40 years later...and im quite sure we will hha...i will remember our days now...when we still have hair...and jonj can still play using his right hand grip rule...and we can still niao like shit. Haha i wonder if u all will still go facebook and randomly see zhabo 40 years later...supposedly if facebook do survive as long as us. Wah that would be ultimate ji kor peh style liao. Aiya okay random thoughts.
And pilates rules...i mean pirates. Nah...i was just really having fun. Dont care about my scores at all haha. And i dunno why i laughed so much when i flew the banshee haha. Probably cus i was just flying it through other people's screen. See them shoot then siam. So fun. haha.
Oh ya and vodka sucks. The only time people will ever drink it is when they have convinced themselves that their lifes sucks more than vodka and it will probably numb your pain. But wadever...it still sucks.
Time is passing by damn quickly nowadays. And im sort of losing track of it. I dont even remember today is wednesday at all lar. WTH. Its like monday...tuesday...then...aiya. Just very fast la. I forgot today got training.....oh my gaux la. Din bring anything. In the end i went training in sch pants and a t shirt. Looks quite wierd haha. I mean with everyone else wearing full gi and stuffs. Tnx guys for being understanding and forgiving. I was so stupid for forgetting the dates.
And i really dont know what to do to my left leg. I cant kick with it at all. How i wish i could just go for some simple space age operation and just snap off all my ligaments and stuffs...idk...so that i can stretch more. I should have stretched more when i was growing la. As in sec 3 that time. Now that everything is stiff its so much harder. Its like bending a piece of branch without snapping it. And plus the pain la duh.
Got back chem and math today. I was quite relieved for math cus i was expecting worse. But well. They were quite lenient with the marks i guess. Chem...was quite demoralising. I screwed up the free-response section...got around 10/40 for that. Luckily my MCQ and Structured was quite okay. I mean its quite wasted la. If i had scored like 5 - 10 more marks for the last part. I mean its possible one...with more time. Not like i totally lost for answers la. My marks would have been much better.
But i guess i should try to be contented with what i have. Try your best and accept it lor. As long as can promote and dont need to drop can liao. Im quite worried for GP and Bio though. GP i heard alot of failures...Bio no need to say. Can jump and die on the spot. Ah dao. Theres nth i can do anyway.
I must start to gain control over my life liao. Was quite distracted over the past week or so. Alot of stuffs la.
Im supposed to be doing some ppt now. But screw...i rly dun feel like translating one whole english website about a school into chinese and put it in powerpoint. Damn useless la. Dont see the point in the presentation.
Talking about ppt reminds mi of PW. Aiya dont need to say la. everyone all stressed about this damned subject. Which smart alex came up with this idea of project work ah. And why isit only compulsory in Singapore. I mean not all projects will be interesting what. There is just a limited amount of interesting ideas available. i just hope that can get A la. Then i will spend the next year forgetting this useless subject.
School is really boring nowadays. Breaks and breaks and breaks. Total waste of time. Lectures are just sessions for you to face the reality of your grades. Tutorials...ah cmon...like i will remember anything taught now siah. One month later i will probably just be sleeping on my bed on a wednesday afternoon thinking about nothing.
I think everyone have contrasting ideas of work and slack. When theres too much work...you wanna slack. When i make you slack until you dread the thought of going to bed and doing nothing again...you wanna work. Thats partly why holidays kinda sucked.
I think i sleep walked yesterday again. I was using my com in the living room...felt like sleeping cus i was thinking about lots of stuffs, so i just lie down on the chairs lor. I think it was my brother coming back home...around 11...near 12 ler. Then i THINK ..i think what i did was i went to the door...tried to open the door by pulling on the lock...without the keys. I think my brother kinda scolded me or smt. i really cant remember...It felt like a dream. But so vivid. I think i can still hear his voice screwing me like im an idiot or smt. But i probably looked like an idiot la. Trying to open the doors without the keys. Then i ended up in the chairs again. The maid opened the door i supposed.
I hate it when things somehow happen in my sleep and i dont remember. Its like my mom or dad always telling mi...oh i told you this and that blablabla...and i dont remember it at all. I might have responded...but i dont remember anything.
I sure crapped a hell lot today. Have fun reading siah hahaha. I should start blogging again. rlyrlyrly lost touch for the past year. haha. Too much stuffs going on. Must be in that crapping mood to write smt out.
.laggin.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
wah i shall start bloggin or smt. Now that theres no more one ton notes for mi to mug.
Sabbaticals was damn slack. haha. dunno how i get into that sabb one. random :) anw. its the self-defence by "US special forces". now thats a very misleading title u know. when people see that title. they think that people who are going to coach them are people who look like this...
But obviously nooo...haha.
Well they were more like auxiliary police trainers. Its at the old police academy. So it fits the environment as well.
LoL these are the actual people who trained us
Next time they should put the title as "self defence by Aetos auxiliary police" just to be clear.
Anw. the trainer there is quite zai la. well i would certainly be more impressed if its the real special forces and stuffs. But still not bad la. he last time police then go US training smt smt smt. now he end up in aetos. i cant rly rmb.
One thing i do rmb is the bloody long breaks they give. Its like omg. the breaks are so long that its a pure waste of time. Mrn break 40 mins ++. then lunch 2hrs. then afternoon teabreak 40 mins again. And in between there are 5 mins break that lasted more like 10 or 15 mins. Maybe they thought we students so laxing abit. but too laxing i would say. I think they can finish the whole thing within a day one la. if they rly chiong. Cus its not rly that many or that complicated. its just basic self defence. Got quite alot of martial arts roots. tkd, aikido, judo.
Quite useful la. Plus i wasnt rly that bored haha. can talk alot.
haiz. then the whole thing ended quite late everyday..ard 4.30 to 5.30. Ah i dun have anything else to do anyway haha.
And i just rmbed smt. the food there kinda sux. and its really expensive. the only thing rly good abt the canteen is the aircon. but when more people go into the canteen then hot again liao.
but overall okay la. at least got learn smt. my sec 4 sabb whole day just eat and eat. Teacher cook and we eat those kind. that one rly sian lol.
kkz i feel like sleeping liao haha. go play combat arms or smt...think abt stuffs and sleep.
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.laggin.
