Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Stay over at Adun's house was fun as usual. Spent dunno how many nights there liao. Cant say enough thanks to him haha. ECP cycling was okay. But i still preferred night cycling...cooler and can take off shirt :) We wanted to try out the skates. But quite ex and mahfan...Come to think of it, i haven skated in like a thousand years. i hope i haven forgot how to. I rly dunno. Maybe i will faceplant the next time i try? idk. Back to cycling...ehem. Cycling with all the abangs felt like being with your family la. Its like these people were all i had for the past few years. If i hadnt have them back then...i might have ended up really different now. And im glad i knew you guys.
Wah i rly wanted to cycle to changi village leh. Too bad no time and had to stop at changi beach. But if u guys ever go night cycling...be sure to stop by changi at midnite to see trannies at the carpark lots and the ghosts in OCH. nice.
I can just imagine ourselves 30,40 years down the road. When we all become 老ahpeh...hanging around again. The feeling will be imba. And if we really do still keep in touch 40 years later...and im quite sure we will hha...i will remember our days now...when we still have hair...and jonj can still play using his right hand grip rule...and we can still niao like shit. Haha i wonder if u all will still go facebook and randomly see zhabo 40 years later...supposedly if facebook do survive as long as us. Wah that would be ultimate ji kor peh style liao. Aiya okay random thoughts.
And pilates rules...i mean pirates. Nah...i was just really having fun. Dont care about my scores at all haha. And i dunno why i laughed so much when i flew the banshee haha. Probably cus i was just flying it through other people's screen. See them shoot then siam. So fun. haha.
Oh ya and vodka sucks. The only time people will ever drink it is when they have convinced themselves that their lifes sucks more than vodka and it will probably numb your pain. But wadever...it still sucks.
Time is passing by damn quickly nowadays. And im sort of losing track of it. I dont even remember today is wednesday at all lar. WTH. Its like monday...tuesday...then...aiya. Just very fast la. I forgot today got training.....oh my gaux la. Din bring anything. In the end i went training in sch pants and a t shirt. Looks quite wierd haha. I mean with everyone else wearing full gi and stuffs. Tnx guys for being understanding and forgiving. I was so stupid for forgetting the dates.
And i really dont know what to do to my left leg. I cant kick with it at all. How i wish i could just go for some simple space age operation and just snap off all my ligaments and stuffs...idk...so that i can stretch more. I should have stretched more when i was growing la. As in sec 3 that time. Now that everything is stiff its so much harder. Its like bending a piece of branch without snapping it. And plus the pain la duh.
Got back chem and math today. I was quite relieved for math cus i was expecting worse. But well. They were quite lenient with the marks i guess. Chem...was quite demoralising. I screwed up the free-response section...got around 10/40 for that. Luckily my MCQ and Structured was quite okay. I mean its quite wasted la. If i had scored like 5 - 10 more marks for the last part. I mean its possible one...with more time. Not like i totally lost for answers la. My marks would have been much better.
But i guess i should try to be contented with what i have. Try your best and accept it lor. As long as can promote and dont need to drop can liao. Im quite worried for GP and Bio though. GP i heard alot of failures...Bio no need to say. Can jump and die on the spot. Ah dao. Theres nth i can do anyway.
I must start to gain control over my life liao. Was quite distracted over the past week or so. Alot of stuffs la.
Im supposed to be doing some ppt now. But screw...i rly dun feel like translating one whole english website about a school into chinese and put it in powerpoint. Damn useless la. Dont see the point in the presentation.
Talking about ppt reminds mi of PW. Aiya dont need to say la. everyone all stressed about this damned subject. Which smart alex came up with this idea of project work ah. And why isit only compulsory in Singapore. I mean not all projects will be interesting what. There is just a limited amount of interesting ideas available. i just hope that can get A la. Then i will spend the next year forgetting this useless subject.
School is really boring nowadays. Breaks and breaks and breaks. Total waste of time. Lectures are just sessions for you to face the reality of your grades. Tutorials...ah cmon...like i will remember anything taught now siah. One month later i will probably just be sleeping on my bed on a wednesday afternoon thinking about nothing.
I think everyone have contrasting ideas of work and slack. When theres too much work...you wanna slack. When i make you slack until you dread the thought of going to bed and doing nothing again...you wanna work. Thats partly why holidays kinda sucked.
I think i sleep walked yesterday again. I was using my com in the living room...felt like sleeping cus i was thinking about lots of stuffs, so i just lie down on the chairs lor. I think it was my brother coming back home...around 11...near 12 ler. Then i THINK ..i think what i did was i went to the door...tried to open the door by pulling on the lock...without the keys. I think my brother kinda scolded me or smt. i really cant remember...It felt like a dream. But so vivid. I think i can still hear his voice screwing me like im an idiot or smt. But i probably looked like an idiot la. Trying to open the doors without the keys. Then i ended up in the chairs again. The maid opened the door i supposed.
I hate it when things somehow happen in my sleep and i dont remember. Its like my mom or dad always telling mi...oh i told you this and that blablabla...and i dont remember it at all. I might have responded...but i dont remember anything.
I sure crapped a hell lot today. Have fun reading siah hahaha. I should start blogging again. rlyrlyrly lost touch for the past year. haha. Too much stuffs going on. Must be in that crapping mood to write smt out.
.laggin.
